2009 This Far

This year has been slow to start with a few set backs that put me on pause a little while, 3 long months to be exact! The worse thing in the world to me is minimum growth & progress in my life so I've spent a few months quite frustrated even a bit angry... But I know no matter how negative things can get there's always something beautiful waiting to be born from those situations.

I finaly got out of the most miserable relationship & realised it was never going to meet my need for growth/progress or the most basic expectations from a relationship, you find out who's true and who is all about their own self interest when you need someone the most, but that person has a lot of growing to do when he discovers who he is on a deeper level maybe he'll be able to give to another person in an authentuic way, that will take some time... So I release that which no longer serves a purpose and I'm free, back to one, the one and only me! Try to replace that, if he lived an eternity he still couldn't come close, I'm everything that a man could ever want and he seems to be the only one who couldn't see that hehe 

My health was the biggest slow down at 18 y/o I know that sounds strange but I'm over worked, over stressed and very lucky I dealt with that situation at the right time. I had to take some time out which is another blessing in disguise, this time away from modelling, escorting & studying has let me focus fully on setting up my 1st business which I'm excited is starting to come together

So the moral of the story is this... Life is tough but I'm tougher, what seems like a struggle and hurts like hell is often clearing the way for something better to come along and change is the only thing that remains constant so learn to love and thrive in it, thrive in the uncertainty of the Unknown (my favourite quote I think it was Deepak Chopra). Oh and my 2009 starts April 10th when I'm back on my feet, back modelling, escorting, studying and marketing my business and ready to remind these boys exactly why I'm Number One. So Happy New Year everyone lol, this is going to be the best year yet, I can feel it in my throbbing penis!

Joshboy @ www.Josh-Escort.com